Delight

WOAH.

So I am currently sitting in a coffee shop, drinking coffee that isnt that good, reading a book for class and my mind cant get off the fact that this year is over. Freshmen year of college is 9 days away from being over, and summer is next week; however, this constant thought of summer cant really fully be reached amidst the fact that I have 3 quizes, 3 finals, a project and an assignment to do in those 9 days. 

While part of the reason I am writing this post is to procrastinate from that work, the other reason to share the tendencies of my heart in business and stress that I have felt so much of these past weeks. 

——-after every busy day this month (which is every day) I have found myself complaining about the fact that I have no time. Where that is true, I have also been reminded in those complaints that if  pursue to live each day for Jesus amidst business I am fulfilling his kingdom. What does it mean to find life in him? For me, focusing on the posture of my heart, is a way for I have notice I find this ‘life.’ If my posture, or intention, is  set to find life in people, class, assignments, etc, then I will not be filled. However, finding strength in him knowing that my own strength is fully incapable of giving me life in business, has radically changed my perspective. [especially in these 9 days].

I want to seek him. seek his name. seek his character. 

——-all in this business.

……..okbacktohomework.